Yepp.. 2 years.. thats realy hard to belive..
Its been some ruff times but also great times to.
If it is worth it? I do think so, it must bee. otherwise im lost forever. And it do tend to get better i must admit. But it cost lots of effort. nothing comes free in recovery i think. That rule apply to life at large to. So im not the only one struggeling.

I realy think it is time to stop struggeling. i need to just relax and accept my life and myself as i am.

going home to my lovely lady and were going to spend the evening making and eating tacos.

gotta go...